Am I...

... a naive visionary, idealist, dreamer unable to accept "reality" and navigate/manage worldly affairs?

 ... a fanatical revolutionary living/dying for the cause?

... a truth-teller, having to live with the consequences of seeing/speaking clearly and directly?

... a writer, driven by an inner compulsion, reduced to starving in the attic for my art?

... a loving, conscientious parent, preparing my child for the changing, new world he will inhabit?

... an irresponsible parent, dragging my child into my illusory world and teaching him my crackpot beliefs?

... a lazy bludger/moocher, full of a sense of entitlement and afraid of hard work?

... a seriously crazy person, living/acting out an elaborate mass hallucination?

... a combination of all of the above?

... none of the above?

Does it matter?

LYRICS:

here's a song from deep in the hole
here's a song from deep in the hole
la la la la la la la la la
something for free something for you
something for me from out of the blue
something is wrong something is right
something has called from out of the night
what does it mean? why do you need to know?
here's a song from deep in the hole
here's a song from deep in the hole
la la la la la la la la la
sick from the sea sick from the air
sick from the view ain't nobody there
just want a taste to feel like i did
the night that you came to the hole where i hid
when they let you down it's all you need to know
here's a song from deep in the hole
here's a song from deep in the hole
la la la la la la la la la