Lots going on... internally and externally... but...
Not sure that's why I've got the jitters...
Usually am on a natural high at the full moon - if I was a wolf, I'd be out there howling!
Am usually just "singing' all through my being, in exhilarated resonance with the energy...
But last full moon and this one...
Nothing really 'wrong'; things not ideal but not terrible either - it will all play out as it should...
Anxious... jumpy... grumpy... irritated... tense... impatient... wanting space - my space - which I don't have...
Filled with anticipation/expectation/excitement/dread... joyous and terrifying at the same time...
Angry and frustrated at the world and where it's at - watching it devolve even further...
Wondering: if this is how crazy it is now, what will the final death throes of this system be like?
Pissy at the patriarchy - guess living in a house where testosterone predominates doesn't help, especially watching confused, sad, angry teenagers butting heads with their elders...
Wishing they would stop wasting their time and energy in pointless 'games'...
Wishing the whole world would just STOP IT...
And this too, shall pass... in it's own good time and in it's own way...
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